As of writing this post I am discouraged. Dragon Tamer is not going well, still. Color comps are piling up and nothing's working, I feel remarkably unproductive.
After much procrastination I have finished 2 other projects, which is good. You saw one of them
on this post, the other is my sister's Save the Date.
I am distracted by everything lately. And none of my distractions feel productive. I feel rather worthless.
I am at war again - I'm not sure what I am at war with: myself? The world? God? I am also not sure what this fight is about. But I feel anxiety welling up again, I'm entering a state of hyperawareness, analyzing everything, every word, look and action, trying to find some kind of meaning some sign of I don't know what. I feel dissatisfied but I don't know what about. I've jumped and I don't know if I am in the middle of a free-fall or just waiting for my feet to hit the bridge. Or am I supposed to fly?
Anyway, enough of that.
This was a nice note for my week. If you don't already know,
I am on Tumblr.
I am also on Instagram.
Whenever I get lost with a piece or when I start feeling "off" in my drawing abilities, I like to go back to basics. So I drew a lot of hands and noses yesterday. And ears. Here's a few pictures:
This is for a super secret project I can't tell you about - just in case the person it's intended for visit this blog in the near future.
Anyway, I aim to drink ridiculously dangerous amounts of coffee and get out of this funk by next weeks post. Sorry this one's a day late, but, that's life.
Have a great rest of the week!